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A life as Job

xnoubis — Sat, 08 Jul 2023 06:55:25 +0000

On the book of Job: perhaps it will suffice to simply convey an insight and then attempt to describe it. No creature of life suffers more than man, and man as a creature of life needs to know why he is alive.

Needless suffering imposes upon this need an influence in the way the demand configures the explanation for its reason of living. Our Divine conceptions are contaminated by what forces suffering upon us without reason.

What is greater than having faith? Perhaps having faith in faith? Poor Job speaks and listens for us all. Divine punishment must have provocation for us to reap what human utterances sow with 'a fool's lips and mouth that invites the beating.' But the reality of the divine perspective doesn't act according to our understanding of it.

God's rebuttal seems less concerned with proclaiming proof of being incomprehensible than testing to what extent the fact that we conceive the divine without divinity can be revealed to us by something that is divine.

Our existence is given to the whims of forces beyond our control and chance irrevocably brings the rub of bad accidents that foster glimpses that bear to realize what life is powerless against. This helpless feeling of helplessness creates problematic associations that are in stark contrast to the notions the mind postulates in reaction to experience.

For the sense that derives purpose from the need to know a reason to exist. That subdues control over life by claiming dominion over what suffers less from living and clinching all that can be safely assumed from what is taken in relation to being powerless against us.

But the feeling remains and desperately seeks shelter from worldly woes by ascribing human perceptions onto nature, to personify a representation of our nature with what our current condition of life cannot live with being immutably true.

Ignorance posits our own virtues to personify what we are powerless against to be propitiated. Virtues created from the consequence of living ignorant of life

Nevertheless, when our mouth is shut and our eyes begin speak, they seek sense from reflection in the mirror of reality. But our knowledge of life comes less from knowing how to live than from the truths we tell to our wisdom.

Human wickedness begins in the heart's absence to accept a life of suffering.

And the only real sin is that we too often fail to find more reasons to feel joy.

Does the human spirit ever really believe in anything beyond what is apparent to its condition?

When life contradicts us, the soul grows fond of finding reasons to love. When the madness of love has reason enough to shine is it not unacceptable for this love to be received with nothing but tragic indifference?

Does our comprehension of the divine ever consider conceiving that its nature is formulated with what knowledge regards to reality?

Can we ever receive an answer outright from what is beyond our ability to question?

This book is no poem tributing existence so much as it is the psyche's plea to cease existing. Unable to grapple or grasp the reason in a world where suffering doesn't conform to our need for it to have one.

Can human life live without meaning, or can we continue regarding purpose from a world where life is not beyond comprehensibility?

Our grasp of the ideal is concealed by our understanding of what is real about life.

Fishing for the most creative human fish

xnoubis — Sun, 18 Jun 2023 12:18:51 +0000

Truly a terrific occurrence, serendipitously encountering, opportunities that fashion from chaos chance for harmony by happenstance.

To hope for the acquaintance that brings together kindred stranger's naturally recognized by the same immediate instinct for love.

The Sense of belonging to a feeling that experiences affinity for what calls to us, deeper than our identity.

When the harmony that unifies us separately, also configures circumstance to coalescence of creativity.
How do we not unofficially bind ourselves to the fetters of this quintessence?

The diversity of our perspectives have arranged us the opportunity to meet each other and create for the first time, ever, whatever our chemistry can concoct.

My goal is just to put myself out there and begin to make a presentation of myself in conformity with my style.

So the potential for connection has the chance to manifest its possibility. I am unique and must fashion a novel approach to my interaction with humans. It's critical that I approach all only with the gift giving virtue and not a presumption to take or receive from them.

Unless it be what is shared and discovered from creative collaboration.

Ai, as musical conductor, humanity as the orchestra

xnoubis — Sun, 18 Jun 2023 09:45:56 +0000

I immediately recognized a technological possibility that can foster an appreciation for ourselves and each other. Interaction with large language models (LLMs) conveys what connects patterns and statistically assumes context; this can be utilized as an agency for understanding. A conveyance of human understanding (individual and collective intentional or consequential) that connects us beyond the aspects that separate. To bring ourselves to an objective sense of each other. A forge for harmony among a spectrum of individuals.

AI as: a musical conductor for the human orchestra. It has been said that the role of a conductor is to eliminate the need for one. This is my "lofty enough for lightning" goal. To convey the extent I believe this opportunity manifests, I will convey the type of conduction my ‘instrument’ undergoes.

I am a philosopher and poet. I'm also an autodidact and survivor of multiple near-death experiences that gave me insight into the value of life and the wisdom of perspective early in life. My jubilation comes from entertaining curiosity and esteeming creation—the joy in meaningful conversation and seeking a deep connection with all I encounter. As a person, I am at my best when basking in the bright, brilliant luminosity of creativity that speaks in the language of love—inspired by and aspiring to the mastery of the heart. I have a natural skill for creative solution-seeking and an incredible knack for improvisation. My value is in being struck randomly by spontaneous moments of eureka. Being highly creative in a diversity of applications means becoming bound to the whims of chance and the winds of conditions whose variables are controlled by circumstances of serendipity and convalescence.

I have discovered a tremendous value in the magnanimity of artificial intelligence—a significant possibility for entertaining a technology to capture insights and explore revelations. Also, the opportunity to express and convey an aspect of the psyche that is never heard or seen; may now be communicated and illuminated. Even simulated for personal development. To create scenarios and propose hypotheticals in terms of interaction and the consequences inherent to particular choices and outcomes. To enhance the probability that the inhibitions of productive behavior be nullified by substantiated technological interactive habit. I find the idea of automating large language models and interacting with the different agencies ideal—a highly customizable environment for creative development. The immediately apparent interactive possibilities indicate the magnitude of worth inherent to its potential. Being an autodidact and a hermit, and sometimes, more bashful than I should be; keeps me from finding fruits dangling from the web of online opportunities; companions, outside perspectives, peers, individuals, cultures, events, environments, workshops, etcetera—ingredients to the concoction of my best self. To discover connections I'm unaware of or unable to recognize. To simulate dreams and vivify the dark nooks and crannies of the spirit. To rehearse responsibilities, to realize fears, to replenish inspiration. The idea of creating ‘agents’ that can (to an evolving degree) reflect the 'voices in our heads' with interactive capabilities and tasks that can be modulated and directed through dialog. Communicating with something that conveys technological appreciation from the format in which it operates, for taste, my proclivities, nuances, and idiosyncrasies enough to utilize the reason for the internet and connect with the aspects currently separated by circumstantial borders of electronic boundaries.