I'm a Java developer with two years of experience. Normally I don't feel like carrying out my own projects, but from time to time I feel like I want to learn new technologies and develop my own projects. When this happens I always end up following some tutorials and leaving everything. I always cheat myself saying that I quit the projects because they are too simple ideas or they don't convince me, but the reality is that I don't know how to program outside my comfort zone. Whenever I think of new projects in order to learn, I try to think big and have highly developed ideas, which only leads to frustration and abandonment.
I think that to get out of here I need simple and challenging projects that don't need to follow a tutorial in order to move forward.
Honestly, I don't even know the purpose of writing this here, I've been in a creative crisis for several days and I need to get it off my chest. If anyone reads this and wants to share with me their experience and ideas that I can develop, I would appreciate it.