I have been trying to make big changes in my life over the past year and it has been pretty wild honestly. When I was writing this time last year I was in a really weird place, I had just up and randomly quit my BIG BANK™ job without finding another one, I didn't know if I could find another one right away, honestly, I did not care, I just wanted out of that job.
I was in a dark place, despite being financially stable for the first time since I was 17 and homeless I was more suicidal than ever. It basically became all I ever thought about, that caused me to remember a video by Fun Fun Function that I had watched several months before starting to feel this way. This video honestly may have saved my life https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZAVtDR-SQs.
I decided to take my mental health as the highest priority as a form of self-preservation. Having already put a loaded gun to my head, it seemed like I was past the point where this was necessary. So I left my job and started living off my credit cards. This was the smartest decision I have made up until this point.
It was a slow process, but I have completely changed my outlook on life in less than one year. I can say that I am happier than ever, and now I feel like I am in a spot in my life where I can create some things I am really proud of. That will be my focus for the next year.