Be encouraged brother - you are among family! We've all felt what you're feeling, and many Dev.To members have written about the ups and downs of transitioning to webdev. I wish you Great Fortune in your learning and transition :D
Thank You very much for kind words, thumbs up to you too for your career change journey.
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