As a seasoned technologist, I'm driven by the pursuit of innovation in Cybersecurity, Authentication, and Encryption. I approach problems with a creative mindset and am passionate about innovation.
It sounds to me like you went into dev chasing a paycheck.
If that's true, it's time for a little introspection. If I were you, figure out what you want to do and study that on the side while you continue in your tech career.
I will add this though, I've experienced the same feelings several times throughout my career, it's usually a precursor to burnout.
Here are some key indicators of burnout:
Chronic Fatigue and Exhaustion: Feeling tired not just physically, but also mentally and emotionally, even after rest.
Reduced Performance and Productivity: Struggling to concentrate, make decisions, or be creative, leading to decreased work output and quality.
Cynicism and Detachment: Feeling disconnected from your work, colleagues, and the goals of the organization. This might manifest as a negative or indifferent attitude towards work.
Increased Irritability or Impatience: Getting frustrated more easily than usual, especially with colleagues or work-related issues.
Physical Symptoms: Experiencing physical issues like headaches, stomach problems, or a weakened immune system.
Lack of Enjoyment: Losing interest in activities that used to be enjoyable, including hobbies and time with family or friends.
Sleep Disturbances: Experiencing changes in sleep patterns, such as difficulty falling asleep, staying asleep, or restlessness.
Feelings of Ineffectiveness and Lack of Accomplishment: Doubting the value of your work or feeling like you're not achieving anything significant.
Escapist Behavior: Engaging in behaviours like excessive gaming, internet surfing, or substance use to avoid work or feelings related to it.
Isolation: Withdrawing from social interactions both in the workplace and outside.
Neglecting Personal Needs: Putting off self-care, including exercise, healthy eating, or doctor's appointments.
Procrastination: Delaying work tasks, often due to a lack of energy or motivation.
If this describes you, it's time to take care of you.
I am a passionate and ambitious web developer, enthusiastic about crafting immersive digital experiences and solving real-world problems through innovative web solutions.
It sounds to me like you went into dev chasing a paycheck.
If that's true, it's time for a little introspection. If I were you, figure out what you want to do and study that on the side while you continue in your tech career.
I will add this though, I've experienced the same feelings several times throughout my career, it's usually a precursor to burnout.
Here are some key indicators of burnout:
If this describes you, it's time to take care of you.
Keep safe! You're not alone in the struggle!
thanks!
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