I can't say what it is in your case.
All I wanted to say is this:
I HOPE IT GETS BETTER SOON!
I think many of us get these ups and downs that life offers. Listen, sometimes I do not want to write the code I need to write, or others need me to write, or even the code I wanted to write for so long. I go for long walks, talk to nice people that gets me in a better mood, do something I like (starting to sound cliche so I'll stop here).
So in the hopes this is just a down on life, I wish you all the best.
Again, I hope it gets better soon!
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