The Context Behind This
I’ve been spending a lot of time learning and trying to grow as a developer.
Not from zero but from a place where I already know some things and want to move forward intentionally.
What I’ve been struggling with lately isn’t motivation or interest.
It’s deciding what to focus on.
The Real Difficulty Isn’t Learning
There are many valid paths: different stacks, tools, roles, and opinions about what actually matters. Because of this, I often find myself switching between topics, starting something with genuine interest, then pausing when I begin to question whether it’s the “right” choice.
The learning itself isn’t the hard part.
The decision making is.
A Pattern I Started Noticing
Over time, I noticed a repeating loop:
- explore options
- pick something
- doubt the choice
- go back to exploring
Each step feels reasonable on its own, but together they slow things down more than the lack of knowledge ever does.
A Small Reframe That Helps
I’m starting to realize that clarity doesn’t come before action. It usually comes after spending enough time on one thing.
Instead of asking:
What is the perfect thing to learn?
A better question might be:
What is something useful I can commit to for a while?
Where I Am Right Now
I don’t have a final answer yet. I’m still experimenting, still narrowing things down, and still figuring out how I learn best.
For now, I’m focusing on reducing decision fatigue choosing fewer things, sticking with them longer, and allowing myself to learn without needing certainty upfront.
I wrote it to be honest about a phase of learning that often stays unspoken. If you’re navigating similar uncertainty, I hope this makes the process feel a little less isolating.
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