As 2026 begins, I've come to realize that it has now been almost two years since I graduated from university. However, I'm still applying for entry-level roles that I'm supposed to be qualified for, but can't seem to land.
I have lost most of the curiosity and creativity I once had when I first started the degree. I used to see endless possibilities, and was so intrigued by all the applications and the problem-solving that surround computer science. It feels like I can't blame this on anyone else since there is so much information readily available: courses, YouTube videos, that if I wanted to improve, I should've. Is it me? Is it the job market? The evolution of junior roles? Impostor syndrome? Or simply procrastination and comfort.
I am constantly comparing myself to all these other developers who are more passionate and seem to be ahead of me. When did everyone learn all these different technologies and stacks? How do I keep up with actual new graduates and different trends? I question my abilities because I wasn't always a tech person, and I didn't grow up coding, so will I ever compare to those who have been surrounded by technology their whole life?
While the answer to why I've lost motivation in my career is probably a combination of many different factors, I've decided I want to reignite that passion and curiosity I once had for the tech world and problem-solving. In a time where AI, social media, and binge-watching are part of our routines, I am setting the goal to choose creation over consumption.
Now that I've started my journey, I find myself lost as to where to start. There seem to be so many things I need to focus on: LeetCode, building my own website, revisiting fundamental topics, or starting a course online. In trying to decide my next steps, I stumbled upon this community and felt like it was the perfect place to spark my curiosity and connect with people going through a similar situation. So, if any of this resonated with you, let me know your thoughts.
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