As a fellow dyslexic, who was fortunate enough to be diagnosed early, and gone through similar struggles - I will place strong emphasis on It doesn't make you a bad programmer.
All the best, and keep coding!
Side note : Regarding remembering - for me I trim it down to remembering how to google, and truncate the rest - from then on for exact library functions, etc, it is always searched up.
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