Is it just me ?

Since I started my journey in learning Go, I have met some challenges along the way. Once in a while a topic will have me confused forcing me to read about it from multiple sources and still end up where I was initially if not worse than I was.
I know that in order to learn you have to accept that you will feel stupid at times but, "I have been reading the contents of this page for the last hour and a half and still don't understand error handling in Go.", "should I take a break and try it again later or just give it a rest and hope it comes to me someday". These are some of the thoughts that go through my mind most of the time. Always stuck in the loop of deciding to reread the material to see if the 13th time is the charm and I will understand it after that or giving it a rest and leaving it all up to the fates.
Hopefully it gets better and the documentation stops feeling like Greek every once in a while. I don't know if it gets easier but my fingers are crossed in the hopes that it gets better, or I get better at it?