Can you share some of your moments that you found yourself that make you say "My life is a lie" as a developer?

It can be your any moment,

For me in the last few months I feel like trapped being busy in the routine of work,

I used to think the more I spend my time at work, the progress will come more quickly

That thinking led me being so obsessed to get more things done but in the reality I have lied to myself that what I need actually is just to get the right things done in the moment.