WHY MY GIRLFRIEND IS LIKE THAT?

Hey !Please take it away and remember that im still waiting for ya .,tu dzekam prasiji, lai man izlūdzās mieru uz 30 min ? Evelīn ludzu pacieni mani un neizsterē vel savu sakāmo ar kādu citu . Paldies tik daudz, es bušu pateicīgs. I miss you. but im not happy, and it's painful that u can change over an conversation, that u can forget what is used to be have dreams, road, love ,pain ,everything together and one little time can erase your spiritual attraction, wish, the way you look on things and life . one word can make you hate ,that's so stupid I can write a book but you still chose someone who told that ,damn you looking good or i like you. Why ,why u making me feel again like that, why do you turn your back on me whenever it's not in your interests. Why becomin colder and colder whenever im closer to truth but sweeter when closer to death. Why so unfair. Why am i comparedto a dude who is only a month in here ,why do he even have to be in here ? Why am i so trusty to you why your lies now sounds so beautiful abd dreamy. Why do i need love anymore if i receive only a trial but trial cost more than soul at the end . I was and i prooft that im ready to die for ya , why lie instead of trie ? WHY SO MUCH WHY'S BUT NOTHING NAKES SANCE AND I'LL ASK WHYY?my life Feels like unfinished book left to rot and why no one wanted to finish it maybe because it was all alone from the beginning so how it began it might end ? So ,so much why .because If you did meant something from what you was saying .do you even remember what did you said how you were feeling? If it did meant something in the end ....how ,what would you exactly show to proof?