I'm back.😂
Wudang Mountain（武当山） wrecked me. Way harder than I expected. Way more worth it than I expected. Last post I said I was going to "empty ...
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Everyone here went to the landslide and the summit, so let me go to the courtyard instead.
You gave it about four lines. Five Dragon Palace, no signal, no notifications, sitting quietly, and "haven't done that in a long time." Then the rest of the post is stairs.
Your own metaphor argues with you a bit. You describe the last few months as a
while(true)with no break condition, which is a good line and true to how it feels. The courtyard was the break, though. It just failed to look like one, because nothing got completed there and there was no next flight to point at.Congratulations on reaching review. And good luck with the hunt running alongside the writing, which is its own staircase with the landing hidden around every corner.
Thanks 🙏 Wulong Palace is really something special. That openness, the quiet, the weight of history — especially sitting cross-legged on that courtyard square, it's just impossible to put into words. You gotta be there to feel it. And yeah, that courtyard was definitely the break. I didn't fully get it until you said that. As for writing the 36 Stratagems along with the book, no rush, taking it slow🤣
Taking the Stratagems slow is a defensible choice given the subject matter. Patience is one of them.
Glad the courtyard line landed. It was the only part of the post you had not already turned into a lesson, which is probably why it read as the true one.
Congratulations again on reaching review.
Haha, thanks a lot. Right now all three editions of my older‑series book — e‑book, paperback and hardcover — have passed review and gone live. I still can’t believe I actually made it. None of this would have happened without everyone’s support. I really appreciate your encouragement. I’ll try my best to think through the remaining eleven stratagems.👊
Congratulations, and on all three editions at once. Clearing review is its own separate kind of work from the writing, and finishing it is worth sitting with for a moment before the next eleven pull you back in.
Thank you for saying the support mattered. It runs both directions. Watching someone build a long series in public, in the open, one stratagem at a time, is its own form of encouragement to the people reading it.
Good luck with the remaining eleven.
Thank you so much for your kind words! Review‑gate was indeed a whole extra round of work. I really appreciate that you’ve followed this open series all the way. I truly would not have made it this far without all of your support. Hope I can keep the quality steady for the final eleven stratagems.💪
Welcome back! Looks like the transition turned into quite an eventful week. 🙂
And congrats on getting the book to the review stage. After having it in the background for so long, it must feel good to finally have it moving forward.
Glad you're back safely. Looking forward to seeing what comes next, both with the book and the 36 Stratagems series!
Thanks! Honestly never thought I'd actually write a book, lol. 🤣Last 12 stratagems outline is done. Gonna be job hunting and writing together, so one step at a time.👊
Five Dragon Palace looks cool! 🐉🐉🐉🐉🐉
I think everything follows the same rule. We need to go step by step. There are no shortcuts.
Anyway, I'm glad to hear that you're back! Let's keep climbing, just like in life. 😸
Exactly. Life is a step-by-step climb. No matter what, even if you take a break, you just get back on it. Keep going! 💪
Ngl, sounds like you had a blast on your trip, I think I'm probably long overdue on my own journey like that. I read something yesterday, just a random recommend on Chrome, a quote from Socrates: “He who is not contented with what he has, would not be contented with what he would like to have.” and now this... It's like a re-awakening, I've been asleep for so long, like you said, a while(true) with no break... Working my day-job, 110 different side-projects, family life, moving, just one more step... 1 more flight of stairs... Today was a public holiday in Namibia, so I took the chance to just sit and be quiet for once. A proper shutdown, instead of just clicking restart and continuing, I rested thoroughly and I came to the conclusion, Life is great, but I make it terrible. Work is fine, but I overdo it and wear myself out. Everything has it's place and it's time and something Alan Watts said in one of his lectures just stuck with me, a zen koan about a monk who went to a master and asked 'how do I reach enlightenment', to which the master responded 'mop the floor', so the pupil mopped the floor, asked 'now what', the master responds 'it's late, go sleep', so the pupil goes to bed and tries to master the art of sleeping. Next morning, pupil asks 'I'm hungry, what next?', the master said 'make rice porridge and eat', so the pupil tries to make the best rice porridge he ever made and eats it, seeking enlightenment in every bite. This continues for days... weeks... months... Then the pupil asks 'master, I have been following your instructions daily, doing my best and yet, I feel no closer to enlightenment, infact, I feel more burdened in thought than ever, because I'm not enlightened yet, no matter how hard I meditate on my daily tasks'. To which the master replied 'if you're hungry, what do you do', "I make rice porridge and I eat", 'if the floor is dirty?', "I mop the floor", 'if it's late and you're tired?', "I sleep" and at that moment, the pupil understood and achieved enlightenment. We try so hard to do our best, 'put our minds to it' as we were told to do from a young age, yet all that does, is wear us out. The doing of the task is simple, the mental strain we put ourselves through while doing it, that's on us and completely unrelated to the doing of the task. I realized, I need to stop, calm down and take life like a flight of stairs, 1 step at a time. Like your 5m visibility, stop focusing on the mountain, stop counting steps, stop straining over how long it's taking, just 1 foot infront of the other, step by step, until you reach the summit.
Thank you for writing this piece, it was the final piece of the puzzle for me and I feel an inner calm now that I havent felt in a long time, it's always been more and more and more steps, it felt like each task that piles on was a whole different flight of stairs and I'm expected to climb them all separately at the same time, yet life's like a string, it winds around, it tangles, but it doesnt split, you cant do 10 things at once, you can just do 1, it looks like you have 50 tasks, but you actually just have 1 in any moment, 1 step... Just 1 more step. You could have chose to take the cable car up, yet you chose to embrace the experience and climb, exactly as you were meant to. A tourist sees it as sight seeing, vs you know better, you went there for a purpose and the stairs were likely more enlightening than standing at the summit, because it gave you time to think and pain to distract your mind, so at the summit you could have an actually clear mind and drown out your busy mind for a moment, so you could appreciate the journey, not just the destination. Like Socrates' quote, you were content is the stairs, the summit and the stairs again on the way down.
Hope the legs recover soon😂
110 side projects?? Dude I admire you 😂 I'm already dead from just writing AI novels while slacking off at work. You're really multi-threading lol. But yeah you're right, stop overthinking. Don't look too far ahead, just focus on the step right in front of you. Stay grounded. The views along the way were incredible, almost kept my phone recording the whole time. But then I was like, why do we all feel the need to film everything? We're already there. Using our own eyes is the best. Photos and videos just don't compare. So I didn't take many, no regrets though, it's all in my head and soul now. Legs are pretty much fine now btw. Job hunting + writing novels has been my daily life lately lol 😂
Side Projects and job hunting for me are about the same thing. I do them, so I can have something to showcase, so I'm not just another applicant with 7 years experience. I never finished my university degree, because Covid hit at the start of my 3rd year and I was studying in a different country, so my instincts told me smart move it move home, before it gets bad. Been working ever since, so never had time to finish it up along the way. So for someone without a degree, I kinda need an impressive portfolio just to get a foot in the door. That being said, I'm glad that the side projects are slowly finishing up, so I can release them all. My current focus is on the durable workflows system for applying to Temporal. Fingers crossed they like it, not everyday you get an applicant who builds a system that's faster while encrypted (it is on Git if you wanna try it). I'm just hoping it's enough, because it seems like companies hardly ever take the time to actually review showcase apps, they just look at 2 things, location and degree, if either seems like too much effort for them to hire, they pass. Hopefully the job hunt goes easier for you, cuz my end it's been nothing but dead ends and I can smell the blood in the water... Lately my boss has been targeting me with alot of bs. Even got a call because they wrote an insufficient scope, so I improvised, now apparently 'I rely too much on AI', when my coworkers literally dont even commit themselves, they just work through Claude, dont think they even have an IDE open. So job hunting is becoming a bigger priority by the day, after the move savings are shot, so if they drop a bomb on me, there's not much chance for improvising to survive... And keep in perspective, I earn around $1300, as a senior software developer. So I think it's time for a new job asap.
Probably TMI, but I figured knowing someone else is in the thick of it might make you feel better knowing you're not alone.
Really happy to hear your side projects are wrapping up. All that hard work will pay off. The degree thing is a hurdle for sure, but if your skills can speak louder than that paper, then forget about it. Or maybe once your projects are done, you can find time to go back and finish it. Either way, stay flexible and don't force it. The right chance will come when it's supposed to.
You got called out for leaning too much on AI? That's hilarious. I'm the opposite. At work they tell me I don't use AI enough.🤣 It's so funny how weird this AI era is.😂
And no, I don't think you overshared at all. You opening up like that actually tells me you see me as a real friend. So hang in there. We'll both make it. Go find a better job. And if nothing else works, you could always start an OPC, a one-person company run with AI. That's also a viable path. Hope everyone hunting jobs right now gets lucky. Let's do this, full speed ahead!👊
I do see you as a real friend, that's for sure! I actually did start a OPC (UnitBuilds CC), which is just a parent for all my side-projects, so they have a bit more credibility. Started off with the foundry (API-based AI orchestration, for prompt to binary software production), really cool stuff, but once free credits ran up, it became too expensive for me to maintain, so I've had to work around and find cheaper alternatives to keep it working. Then V.A.L.I.D. and MCP-Lite, which I had thought to market, a bit too overly excited though, both solve real problems, but nobody used them? I mean MCP-Lite literally is a faster, cheaper way to browse the web, but nobody seems interested to even try it? I'd honestly consider going solo, but Namibia is too small a market to make a success out of it... Oh, there's also Doccit, an autonomous accounting suite, works like a charm, but only 2 people use it and they dont even use it consistently...
So I made the executive decision that I am useless at marketing 😂 and should just stick to infrastructure engineering, where I'm good at it. So I make side-projects, open source them, so hopefully someday a company sees it, realizes they need it and want to hire me on to run integration into their system. If that fails, maybe people find the tools useful enough that they catch fire and I can figure out sponsorships, etc. to keep making cool stuff free? I was never one willing to sell my work, I always wanted to give it out for free, but free doesnt keep the roof up and that's the real reality I need to face. I went so far as to ask RustFoundation how they did it, surprisingly, the director of operations responded with a great email, telling me to look at GitLabs and really look into their stories, to see how other companies launched free and stayed free. Essentially you market services ontop of the product, so for the IDE, I'm busy building an orchestration layer that lets you just set your budget (Lite-Ultimate), then the orchestration layer (cloud) picks the best possible model for the job, tiny 5% markup, cuz I need to maintain the API endpoints and pay banking fees, but even if it makes a cent, it's something.
That being said, I think best would be Temporal, it just makes most sense to me, given I havent run my durable workflows in production yet, let alone at scale, across millions of edge cases, my system is faster, more secure, but untested in the wild, so working there, integrating it as a service for them, would let me improve it from their knowledge and while they'd be the ones running it as a service, it's open source, so the integration I'm doing into the IDE, would still be perfectly fine to run. It's the only job I can think of, where the job actually benefits me more than a salary, which imo is how you stay happy in your job.
So agreed, lets get jobs and remember to ground ourselves when it gets tough, just 1 foot ahead of the other, till we make it!
You know, the irony is that they called me out on too much AI, the time I used the least amount of AI and wrote half of it by hand and did all my validation by hand? Somedays people just dont make sense, but my guess is they're stirring, so they can fire me, because they want me to work in the office, but I'm work from home due to a back injury still. One thing that really annoyed me was boss said 'I hired a person, not an AI, claude is $20'... Some way to talk to the person who built 1/3rd of their entire product suite in a year...
Landslide 😱
We’re fine! Lucky the mountain spirits kept us safe. The landslide was just around 30 meters from our spot. No one was injured. Quite an unforgettable hiking experience. Way more intense than bungee jumping🤣
Haha, I feel like this would probably be a million times scarier than bungee jumping. I’ve never liked landslides because I lost my soulmate in one.
I’m so sorry to hear that. We are truly so tiny in the face of nature. May the departed rest in peace.
We were supposed to get married in 2–3 months, but he is gone. Sometimes I feel that if God had called me instead of him, I wouldn’t have minded. I know I’ve probably said a little too much, but I can’t stop myself. No one can change destiny; in front of nature, everything feels so small.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Alas, in this world, everything but life and death is trivial. I hope you can heal soon. To live well is the best thing we can do for those who have passed away. They are watching over us from above. As Krishna said:
灵魂万劫不灭，永是亘古长存，
The soul is eternal, beyond all destruction,
人若明了此理，永无忧愁感伤。
Who knows this truth shall grieve no more.
灵魂虽宿人体，却不会受杀伤，
Though housed in flesh, the soul cannot be slain,
对于芸芸众生，不必忧愁悲怆。
Mourn not for any living mortal’s fate.
生死自有定数，只管勇猛前闯！
Birth and death are ordained; press forward bravely!
Please do not wish it had been you instead of him. Life and death follow their own course, and we shall meet again in the end. Take good care of yourself.🫂
Great to know that you've conquered Wudang Mountain! And it's a relief that you didn't get harmed by the landslide.. It sounds really close.
About your book, good luck on the ongoing review. Publication sounds a way harder than I expect 😂 but it will pay off. Let's just move step by step, like the mountain taught you.
Haha, thanks for your concern. Guess the mountain gods were watching over me. Publishing really is quite a hassle🤣, but no matter what, I've finally figured out a path forward🎉. Let's take it one step at a time.👊
Glad you made it back in one piece 😄 That landslide part was way too close for comfort — ten minutes earlier and this would have been a very different post.
Also, the while(true) staircase with your knees doing the debugging is painfully accurate 😂
But honestly, the part I liked most is the timing of all this. You left the old company, climbed Wudang, nearly got taken out by a mountain, came back, and submitted a 15-story book to KDP.
That is a pretty aggressive definition of “taking some time to reset.” 😂
Congrats on getting AI, Ego & Regret through the whole publishing pipeline. Writing the book is one thing, but surviving formatting, cover math, tax forms, payment setup, and KDP review sounds like the actual boss fight.
Hope the review goes smoothly and the book goes live without another surprise waiting around the corner.
And welcome back — apparently the mountain didn’t empty your mind for very long. 😄⛰️
Haha yeah, it was really close. First time I saw a landslide with my own eyes. Before that only on TV news. When nature shows its power, you really feel how small humans are. I was actually more worried the nearby slopes might start moving too, and there was still light rain, so I got out of there fast. 🤣
Actually the old book was already in prep since I started writing the 36 Stratagems series, just never had the time to properly sort it out. The handover period at my last company gave me just enough time. I spent the whole morning fighting with the publishing process until right before that post went live. So annoying. But at least now the path is clear. Next time when I put up the 36 Stratagems series, it should be much smoother.
I'll try to climb more mountains in the future, clear my head now and then. ⛰️🤣
Yay!!!! The Stratagems Boss is back, and in one piece. 🎉
That last line answers mine, and I'm taking it. Walk our own paths and still meet at the summit. Deal, my friend.
A week ago you handed back a laptop. Now there's a physical object with your name on the cover, ready for Amazon to print and ship anywhere in the world. Sit with that for a second, because it's enormous. I'm buying it the day it goes live, paperback rather than ebook, and it's going on my shelf where I can see it.
Not anxious anymore about job hunting. That's the real gift of the mountain, more than the empty mind or the clear head. Resumes out, barely any responses, still not anxious. Plenty of people can't reach that after three months off, let alone one week and a landslide.
And those pictures. The fog, the clouds under your feet, the courtyard with nobody in it. Thank you for taking us up there with you.
So glad you went, and so glad you came home safe. Welcome back. ⛰️👊
Haha thanks everyone for the good vibes 🙏 and the mountain god looking out ⛰️. Got a little too close to that landslide action 😱 but hey it ended up fine . Seriously though, having a book with my name on it that can actually get printed and shipped worldwide ... feels like a dream 🤯. Like, I actually wrote a book??? The 25 Stratagems is sitting in my drafts now , gonna read it through a couple more times to catch any bugs then hit publish 🚀, lol 😂
YES you did it - but the landslide was scary! And publishing that book on Amazon also sounded like "climbing a mountain" :-)
Haha yeah that was scary af. Like 30m away and I just passed there minutes before. Still get chills thinking about it.😱 But hey survive that and good luck's gotta come right? Haha. And tbh Amazon publishing was way harder for me as a Chinese author. Took hours to figure out. But now I got it down so next time no sweat. Haha😆
Yeah I also remember something (years ago) which made me think later on "wow, I got lucky to come away unhurt and in 1 piece!" - gotta be grateful for that kind of luck ...
We're all lucky guys, cheers!🍻
So happy to see you back, Xu 😀 And thank you for mentioning me! Glad the mountain trip went well (minus the landslide)
Honestly, it was an amazing trip. But weirdly, I don't think the landslide was a bad thing – it really hit home how tiny we are next to nature, and I came away with a whole new respect for it. Oh, and my legs finally stopped aching today😂