I really want to be good...

Not just a good developer, but also a good independent music artist (musician, singer/songwriter, producer, marketer, etc.), and music artist

My biggest fear is not being a succesful person before my 30s. Worst part, I'm 24 and haven't achieved absolutely anything.

I really don't want to make a living as a computer scientist/software developer, I really don't. I want to make a living as an independent music artist. I feel like I'm behind literally everything and everybody right now. While everyone around me and my age is happy with high paying jobs, with extremely high level skills, living in true independence (money, time and place) and even living with their partners raising families; I'm just a miserable little loser who still lives with their parents and doesn't know jack crap about life or anything at all.

I really hope I can build as quickly as possible the rigor and the discipline to become who I really want to be and hopefully be the richest, wealthiest, healthiest and succesful I can ever be.