Imposter syndrome.
They say it's real and that everyone feels it, so don't dwell. Keep moving forward, you deserve to be here.
Oh boy. Somehow t...
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"See those people? They spent 12 hours a day, 6 days a week, for 3-4 months learning one or two languages. You spend what? An hour a day?"
"There are people half your age that already know so much and build their own super nice webpages and games."
"There are people in your class that are having the easiest time doing the projects. You don't even know where to start."
"You have been completely left behind by the instructor. You should know what these lines of code mean. I bet everyone else is following."
"You don't have the type of brain to think logically and make sense of code."
Those are some of mine that I deal with. At least one or two of those a day. I keep plugging away though and try to do at least one new thing a day and still play around with what I do know. If it's super bad, I'll take a break and play Fallout or watch Parks & Rec reruns until I cool down.
Ugh, it's so real. I'm so grateful you shared this, Aaron, because it somehow makes it all feel less bad! I'm always sorry to hear ANYONE else is experiencing it but heavens, it's good to know someone understands :)
Same! This morning I started getting upset because a simple function that I had learned a few weeks back was not working and I was like "of course it's not working for me. If I can't do this, how can I even go forward in the class?"
Turns out I misspelled querySelector as "quereySelector"...
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A massive moment of satisfaction hit once the function worked haha. We just gotta keep plugging a way. One thing that keeps me going is the fact that this coding community is the most helpful, cheerful, and understanding group of people I've ever been around. That's huge. Helps me remember to keep my head up and continue trudging through.
OH MY GOSH spelling errors - happens to me all the stinkin' time. SO glad you pushed through that!!
YES, spot on! The community really is everything and it's awfully good to remember :)
One thing that I think enhances the imposter syndrome is this: understanding HTML and CSS happened pretty fast for me. JS? Not so much. At least not at the pace of my class. I want JavaScript to happen just as fast - that quick satisfaction. Not getting that leads to frustration and many of those thoughts listed above.
Honest to goodness, I don't know ANYONE who picked up JavaScript quickly. But here's what I can tell ya. I spent 4 weeks on JavaScript and things really starting clicking week 4. And then learning React for the following 4 weeks was SO GOOD because it made JavaScript feel so organized. I do think JavaScript is tough! SO MANY VARIATIONS. So go easy on yourself, give it a bit more time, and try to ignore those nutty negative thoughts for now ;)
Nice that you solved it. Welcome to the obscure land of ridiculous error messages.
Laughin' and thank you! They are a bit ridiculous!
Build script returned non-zero exit code: 127
We should all know that one, right?
Our new saying for 2020 :
No more ridiculous error messages! Please, Thank You
D-Y-I-N' over here. Yes I guess we should all know about exit code 127, how dare we not.
All the time. It normally causes me to freeze my ambitions all together.
And, THANK YOU FOR SAYING SO!
It's hard NOT to feel that!!