I have the same problems you have... 'I can't build anything for me', 'I don't know what should I build' all these types of thoughts we have you know?
And I want to share with you what I do to jump over these bad feelings and thoughts so I bought an empty book called 'infinite book' it looks like a whiteboard and you can write everything and just clean. So I approach my daily learning with a new method:
I watch a video tutorial about something (doesn't matter what just pick something and build) and at the same time I watch the video I write down in the book the ideas I catch from the video.
After this, I start the project from myself and try to do everything I write in the white book when I get stuck or replay the part of the video I get stuck to understand or if I know what to do but doesn't know the function or something, look on google.
I have the same problems you have... 'I can't build anything for me', 'I don't know what should I build' all these types of thoughts we have you know?
And I want to share with you what I do to jump over these bad feelings and thoughts so I bought an empty book called 'infinite book' it looks like a whiteboard and you can write everything and just clean. So I approach my daily learning with a new method:
It's a great idea, explain me more in the details of this infinite book, if you want to share obviously.
Let me share with you this quick review:
youtube.com/watch?v=grHVr2aMIbY
It's better if you watch the video and understand the concept between the infinite book.
If you want to share some ideas please let me know and send me DM .