It's been a year.

It's been a year since I started yet I haven't learned anything because I stopped; I can't focus on anything. I want to change my life. //I changed my career, again. lol. I am a trainee chef in the day then learning again programming in the night. This time it's JavaScript. Hoping to clear my mind as I wrote this.

AND hoping I won't wake up this morning without pain. No one wants to talk me or no one approaches me, they don't know what I feel every day. My mind is very complex. I don't really know what I want to with my life.

Wish you luck the best,
self