Sorry to hear that you're going through some rough times. Unfortunately there will always be trolls and bullies, just ignore the crap the spew it's not worth your time. You have to filter out the bad and look at the positive.
Some advise, take on a hobby that doesn't involve tech and join a group/community in that hobby. You will meet new people and be able to talk more freely without feeling like you're being judged.
Gook luck fellow Dev!
Many folks tell me to do that. I just don't know what that other hobby could be. I'll try.
I usually play the guitar or do a workout as a secondary hobby. Usually music and science is a very popular and recommended combination
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