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Rono
Rono

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letter to self

Dear me,

At this point in my life, I feel empty. I have tried filling it with love, but that's an endless pit; it cannot fill. Every time, I keep on coming back to what I started: building technology for the betterment of humanity.

But I have not really tried distribution. It scares me. I do know what to do, but starting and controlling the conversation is a big fear. I know the answer is just do, but it's not as easy as it seems.

From an outside view, I am a software engineer with a salary and added benefits, but that in itself is an escape from who I can actually be. Owning my own ladder as opposed to climbing someone else's.

I hope looking back at this reading, it will be in a nostalgic sense, from an aegis of my own making and not someone else's.

Hope it works out.

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