I am from Rajasthan(State), but because of my job, I am currently living far away from my home and family in South India. I had to leave home to mo...
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It sounds like you have a wonderful family. 😸
I think being passionate about work is a great thing, but I can also relate to the idea that time with family is something money can never replace.
Work, challenges, and meeting different people can also help us broaden our world.
Maybe the most important thing is finding a good balance between both and living in a way that feels right for us.
I know that feeling.
Now I understand what you said about the song.
Sis, trust me, I have been through a similar situation (could say many times).
But, here I am seeing a new day.
Don't worry, just trust in GOD, stay strong and you will see a bright new day!
A solution to your problem will arrive soon in an unexpected way.
Time always changes!
I actually understand this feeling, but also… I don't o(〃＾▽＾〃)o I've never had to leave home for that long, so I can't really imagine what that kind of homesickness feels like.
If anything, I'm kind of on the opposite end of the grass-is-greener situation. I love my family and I'm definitely grateful for everything they've done for me, but living with them all the time has also made me really want the freedom of having my own place. I actually catch myself looking for opportunities to be away from home sometimes just so I don't have to deal with everyone ¯_(ツ)_/¯
I guess it really is one of those situations where you don't fully appreciate what you have until you're on the other side of it. For you it's being away that makes you miss home, while for me, being at home makes me appreciate the idea of being on my own.
There's just something about having your own space and being able to live life on your own terms that I really want to experience. Maybe I'll understand your post a lot more once I actually leave (hopefully it's an entirely another part of the world)
Hope you get to go home and spend some proper time with your family soon though! ❤️
Please take good care of yourself till then!
We have some proverbs and poems here.
"儿行千里母担忧"
The first one describes that when a child travels far away from home, their parents will inevitably worry about them.
"举头望明月，低头思故乡"
The second one expresses homesickness for people living away from home. When you look up at the bright moon on a night in a foreign land, it is the same moon that your family back home is gazing at. When you lower your head, your mind is filled with thoughts of your hometown and loved ones.
"胡马依北风，越鸟巢南枝"
The third one means that horses brought from the far north love winds blowing from the north, and migratory birds that travel north from the south build their nests facing south.
Life is truly not easy. Anyone living in a foreign land is just a visitor. As a young girl building a life all by herself far away from home, I totally agree with what these lines convey — @ndcodes @merbayerp have almost said everything I wanted to say.
But I still need to give you a gentle reminder. I noticed your post timestamp. Calculating based on my time zone, you must have posted it around one or two o’clock in the morning your local time. You were staying up late. You may be young and not think much of late‑night hours, or you might have been too emotional to fall asleep. Still, please take good care of your health. When you are striving for a life far away from home, try not to stay up late if you can. For your family whom you miss, and who miss you in return, physical health always comes first. Truly. Young ladies especially need to look after themselves well. Don’t get dark circles from staying up late.
The lines are quite beautiful. I read them with all my heart, but I probably won’t be able to express what I felt in words.
As for the time, I posted it at around 1:30 a.m. After that, I stayed awake until it was almost 3. Then I tried to sleep for about an hour, but I couldn’t fall asleep. According to my routine, I have to wake up at 4 a.m. because that is my time for spiritual practice. So I couldn’t sleep at all that night.
Now I have a headache, but that’s a different matter. Normally, I go to sleep around 11 or 12 every night.
Being able to get up at 4 a.m. every day for spiritual practice is a really good discipline. I used to get up at 5 a.m. every day for a while and meditate🧘♀️. It would be even better if I could reach a deeper state of meditation, but I eventually became lazy and stopped keeping up with it. Maybe I should start again and stick with it this time.
There are a few passages in the Bhagavad Gita from your tradition. I don't know what the original text says, so I'll just quote a Chinese translation here. I feel that the secrets of spiritual practice are all contained in these lines. How to truly understand and practice them is something each person has to discover for themselves:
去将呼气献给吸气，再把吸气献给呼气，
必须控制呼吸气道，专心致志静坐调息。
心神凝于双眉间，不与外物犯牵连，
调气息于两鼻孔，端坐犹如出水莲。
离却欲望与惧嗔，克服诸根及心田，
唯想解脱做牟尼，了脱生死出凡间。
You probably know more about the teachings of the Bhagavad Gita than most Hindus do. Huge respect for your knowledge. 🙏🏻
Hey Divya, I was in the US for some time too, and I remember how much you miss home and your people when you’re away. I know it’s easy for me to say this when I’m not in your shoes right now, but please take care of yourself and your health too. If you get the time, try to have a video call with your family whenever you can. I know work can get really busy, but during my time away, even those little calls helped me a lot.
Sending lots of love your way, and I hope you get to visit home soon, even if it’s during a long weekend.
You titled this "Nothing" and then wrote all of that. It isn't nothing. ❤️
I'm Nigerian, living in Manchester. Different country, same feeling, and I know that evening hour you're describing exactly. The day is fine because there's work in it. It's when the work stops and the room goes quiet that it arrives.
The part where your mother is asking if you've eaten, I can really, really relate. It's the same everywhere. My people do it too, and it was never really a question about food. It's how they say they're thinking about you, and hearing it down a phone line is not the same as hearing it from the next room.
But I want to say this gently, because I had to learn it myself. Missing them this much isn't a sign you chose wrong. It's a sign you have something worth missing. Plenty of people leave home and feel nothing at all. What you're carrying is love with distance in it, and that's a far better problem than the alternative.
And if you can go home for a few days, go. Don't wait for a convenient month or the right point in a project. Book it. The work will still be there when you get back. Those evenings with your family won't wait as patiently.
You came here with hopes and dreams, and you're actually building them. That is not a small thing, and your people know it, even when the call ends.
Sending you a lot of warmth from Manchester. 🌼
This hit differently. We often don’t realize how valuable ordinary moments are until they stop being ordinary.
Building a future sometimes means spending some time away from the people who make life feel like home. The difficult part is making sure we don’t postpone those people indefinitely while chasing that future.
I hope you get to take that trip home soon. And when you do, enjoy your mother’s food, your father’s advice, the arguments with your siblings, and all those little moments you mentioned. Those are the things we eventually remember most. 🙂
Take care of yourself out there.
I hope you get a chance to visit Rajasthan soon.
Btw where in South India?
Telangana
Cool, I'm from Bangalore
Nice read, and I can imagine that, but you know why you do it! :-)