🌙 A Journey I Chose to Walk
Technological independence — that’s the journey I want to take.
I want to build something that reflects the vision I believe in.
We only live once, and that ideal — that fire — deserves to be pursued more than once.
From childhood until my twenties, I’ve always been searching for a path of my own.
Technology wasn’t something I was naturally good at.
But I remember the first moment I touched my passion — six years ago.
I was just a curious kid who loved to play — and then suddenly, I was asking myself,
“What is HTML?”
That was the first and perhaps the most naïve question of my developer life.
What I was doing felt small — as small as I was.
There were countless times I was tired, frustrated, and ready to give up.
But I kept reminding myself:
“Never stop trying.”
☕️ The Bitterness That Keeps You Awake
Dreams are like undefined functions — you never know if they’ll ever return a value.
But loving, nurturing, and living within that dream — that’s happiness you can’t trade for anything.
People once told me:
“Your life is bitterer than a cup of coffee.”
And maybe it is.
But I love coffee — bitter, yes, but real.
It’s the kind of bitterness that keeps you awake and alive.
I still believe in one thing:
“If you don’t have talent, how could you ever have luck?”
In real life, I either talk a lot — or not at all.
People like me are often misunderstood,
and few truly get what we’re trying to say.
📝 Why I Write
They say developers don’t need to write.
But writing is how I store emotion —
how I document thoughts, and transmit the philosophies behind the code.
If over the past five years I had managed to fully build my platform,
maybe I wouldn’t have written hundreds of “Only me” blog posts.
I write to remember.
I write to keep my motivation alive.
I write to remind myself why I started walking this path.
💡 The Way of Trying
Trying is the only way to earn the right to accept or reject tomorrow.
People like me — people still young —
don’t really know what else to do besides keep trying.
That’s our only way forward,
our only way to make tomorrow a bit brighter.
The baggage we carry isn’t heavy —
just some passion, and a few dreams we lost somewhere along the way.
Youth is like that — full of arrogance, ambition,
and that naive desire to change the world,
even when people around you tell you to “go wash dishes.”
🌸 The Happiness of Small Things
Happiness at this age is simple:
to wake up and work on something you love.
To feel a small spark in your heart —
because even small happiness can move the world.
If you can watch flowers bloom in spring,
hear birds sing,
and see petals fall gently on a quiet lake —
then even the coldest winter
is just another breeze passing by.
🌤 A Dream Thrown to the Sky
Every wish we make is like throwing a piece of our heart into the sky.
I dream not of fame,
but of bringing happiness to others —
and to myself.
That’s my pursuit.
That’s my foolish, beautiful dream.
NOTES
- Article originally posted in 2020, now reposted.
- AI-powered translation.
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Read the original Vietnamese version here: https://hnq.vn/blog/giac-mo-doc-lap-cong-nghe
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