Luck?

Being a Destitute guy this Monday was something what i can call lucky for me , the guy gave me some penny hope can eat something don't know why just sharing this online but begging does seems to be like i have to glorify the one from i am begging from, don't know how can i generate a source for my income but these penny does seems to be a way. Do i have to loose hope? James seems to ignore me but it doesn't matters what he is thinking he will realize when he suffers the same. The crowd seems to be wandering lazy , will have to earn and benefit myself from there laziness it seems this guy has got the spirit to do it.
Thank you for wasting your time going through my words.