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This is my first blog, and i just want to do this "public learning" thingy so i feel accountable to the people reading or just the feeling of showing up everyday here is similar to being accountable to someone of my progress.

There are a ton of things that i want to improve about myself, articulating my thoughts is definitely one of them, which you might have guessed by now!! but anyways,
I want to learn so much because i have no idea what to do, tech is overwhelming, and being a CS sophomore in India i already feel lost and behind everyone.I dread getting asked questions about my career because I genuinely don't have the answers. In high school i always wanted to paint and craft, but these dreams don't go far in an Indian household, and its not that i hate it and don't want a career in tech, i actually do but this industry is so vast that i don't know whee my interest lies. At first i wanted to do ui/ux cause i could then use my creative side but people did not let me and said that ai has taken over these jobs.

I've recently read about Neural Networks and it seems pretty interesting but i know very little about it, and now I've decided that I would blog TTS an would try my best to be consistent cause I fail at it every time.
and yeah, maybe I'll not not talk about my progress in every blog and vent out whatever the f is wrong with me.

I'm up for any (constructive)suggestions from anyone reading this.