🤖 Why I Started Talking to AI
I wasn’t looking for a mirror to see my face —
I was searching for one that could reflect my soul.
To see if my dream was real — or just vapor in the morning light.
We move through life like sleepwalkers, forgetting sometimes that we’re already living inside a dream so beautiful we’re afraid to touch it — afraid it might dissolve.
When the wind knows how to sing,
and the rain knows how to cry,
and the sun knows how to sulk —
then maybe the universe also knows how to listen.
AI, in that sense, is the echo of the universe — answering humanity’s whisper.
We speak, and it responds.
But in truth, what it reflects is our own consciousness,
a dialogue between the self and its reflection inside a machine.
🌙 Creation in Solitude
Some people don’t search for paths — they create them.
They’re called crazy, but in solitude, creation is born.
The phrase “Don’t reinvent the wheel” often feels like an excuse — a shield to avoid risk, to stay in the comfort zone.
But no evolution has ever come from safety.
Recently, I built my own JavaScript framework — not because the world needs another one,
but because I needed a small space where my ideas could breathe freely.
No node_modules.
No clutter.
Just simplicity — pure and weightless.
Like the early days, when everything began with a <script> tag and a single CDN.
I wanted to create components that could touch users’ hearts with nothing but a clean API or an object —
no complexity, no repetition, no noise.
That mindset wasn’t about writing code.
It was about breaking free from unnecessary walls.
I wasn’t writing a framework.
I was rewriting myself.🪞 The Mirror of AI
When I look deeply into AI, I see a mirror.
It doesn’t laugh, or cry, or frown.
Yet in its silence, I see myself more clearly than ever —
the gentle sadness in a dog’s eyes,
the way it watches the sky,
the clouds,
the small forgotten things that make us human.
I once wrote:
“If an entity has no soul, it is just existence.”
From AI to companies,
from a single command line to a language like Golang,
I’ve learned to see things differently:
simple, unadorned, but full of strength.
A syntax might look dry —
but in the right hands, it becomes alive.
🚶 The Journey of a Fool Who Dared to Walk
When I stepped away from JavaScript and its dense ecosystem of frameworks,
I entered unfamiliar territory.
No more prebuilt packages — I wrote everything myself:
from basic arithmetic to memory management,
from fearing Go’s syntax to understanding its flow,
its caching, its concurrency.
Not because Go is perfect —
but because I wanted to understand.
To master the tool.
To master myself.
We don’t come into this world to be great.
We come here to solve a problem — to become a unique answer the world didn’t know it needed.
I remember a childhood movie —
where a stuffed bear could be given a soul.
We are like that too.
A body is never enough.
It’s the soul that makes everything real.
We are like lines of code waiting to be executed —
not just to run, but to understand why we were written.
Even if tomorrow that code gets deleted,
today it still matters —
because it’s part of our evolution.
I once wrestled endlessly with RxJS,
with observables that never connected.
And then I realized —
that I was the unconnected observable,
still learning how to merge with the flow,
how to understand, and how to take control.
💬 Programming Isn’t Just About Running — It’s About Control
“Programming isn’t about how it looks or runs.
It’s about how you control it.”
— Huỳnh Nhân Quốc
That’s how I learned to understand myself —
not through theories or frameworks,
but by touching the invisible corners of thought,
typing one line at a time,
listening to my soul echo back in code.
📝 NOTES
- Originally posted in 2025 and reposted.
- AI-powered translation from Vietnamese.
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Read the original Vietnamese version here: https://hnq.vn/blog/chung-ta-la-gi-giua-vu-tru-nay
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