This year didn't go as planned. Twelve months ago, I was focused on becoming a developer, with a clear path ahead. Then, life got in the way.
School pressure, zero motivation, and endless comparisons with 16-year-old startup founders all took their toll. I completely drifted. For the first time, I felt the worry creep in: "What if I'm not meant for this?"
💡 The Unexpected Lessons
Here's the twist: that time off taught me more than any tutorial could have. Stepping away from the code base forced me to learn different, essential skills:
I learned how to write clearly and simply.
I discovered how to find discipline when motivation was completely missing.
I realized my identity can't be tied to just one skill—it's too fragile.
🌱 The Slow Rebuild
I'm rebuilding now, but the approach is different. It's not through long, intense hours, but with small, consistent efforts.
I’m still not where I want to be, but I'm finally honest about my current situation.
Falling off track doesn't mean you're done. Sometimes, it's just the moment you outgrow an old version of the dream.
Maybe this isn't failure. Maybe it's an upgrade.
Top comments (2)
Wow! It's inspiring!
Thank you @bezos_1_6f2162fdb6307613f ! Sometimes setbacks are for the good perhaps?