As a learner in tech, Every day somehow I face a new problem I didn't even know existed yesterday.
And honestly I love this.
When something crashes, when a feature breaks, when I have no idea why the code is doing what it's doing and that struggle of finding the bug, digging into it, understanding it that gives me a kinda of motivation I can't explain. It's like a dopamine hit. The feeling after solving that problem is incredible.
I realized something because of this. Without problems, writing code becomes a repetitive, boring task. Zero motivation. Zero excitement. Just the same thing again and again.
But when something breaks when I actually have to think, investigate, sit with the problem that's when my boundaries expand. That's when I actually learn something.
The Comfort Zone
But I also noticed something else about myself.
The moment I get comfortable with something I lose interest in it.
It starts in the learning phase. Everything is new, everything is a problem, everything is exciting.
I'm struggling, I'm figuring things out, I'm building. And then slowly I get comfortable. That struggle disappears.
The thing that was exciting becomes a repetitive task. Boring. Routine.
And then I move on to the next thing.
This happened with MongoDB. I started learning it, faced problems connection issues, queries not giving correct responses, things not working the way I expected.
I struggled. I used it in my backend project. And then I got comfortable. The interest just went away. MongoDB became something I already knew.
So I moved to PostgreSQL.
Same thing happened with Express. I got comfortable, lost interest.
That's actually one of the reasons I moved to Fastify I needed something new to struggle with again.
The Interesting Part
At first I thought this was a problem. Like maybe I'm not focusing enough. Maybe I should stay with one thing longer.
But then I noticed something.
Express took me two and a half months to learn. Fastify took one week.
PostgreSQL took even less time than that.
The time it takes me to learn something new keeps getting smaller. Each thing I learn becomes the foundation for the next thing. The struggles I had before make the new struggles easier to work through.
Someone once said "Tomorrow's knowledge becomes the foundation of today."
I think about this a lot, And Thats True. Every uncomfortable thing I pushed through, every bug that frustrated me, every late night trying to figure out why something wasn't working all of that is why the next hard thing feels a little less hard.
What I Actually Think This Is
I don't think I get bored of things. I think I outgrow them.
The problems that once challenged me stop being problems. And without problems, there's no growth. So naturally I move toward the next thing that will challenge me again.
That feeling the discomfort, the struggle, the not knowing that's not a sign something is wrong. That's actually the sign that learning is happening.
I want to stay in that feeling as long as I can.
If I made any mistakes in this — please mention in the comments. I'll correct it.
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