Nothing like finally closing a ticket you've been working on for days.
That's what I posted on LinkedIn recently. People related to it immediately. But the LinkedIn version was the clean, punchy summary.
The real version is messier and honestly more interesting.
What it actually looks like
You wake up. You open the same file you've had open for three days. You rerun the same code. You fix one error and another one appears. You fix that one and something else breaks. You do this for eight hours. You go home. You come back and do it again.
And then one day — poof. It works.
And you expect to feel like a champion. And you do, for about twenty minutes. And then someone drops a new ticket in the queue and you're supposed to just... pick up your bootstraps and go again.
Nobody talks about that part.
The aftermath nobody mentions
There's a specific kind of exhaustion that comes after a grueling ticket. It's not tiredness exactly. It's more like your brain has been squeezed completely dry and needs time to refill before it can do anything useful again.
And the weird thing is you feel guilty about it. Like you just closed something hard, you should be on a roll, you should be motivated and energized and ready to attack the next problem.
Instead you're staring at your screen achieving approximately nothing and wondering what's wrong with you.
Nothing is wrong with you. Your brain just ran a marathon and you're expecting it to immediately run another one.
What I do instead
I go outside. Fresh air, no screen, no thinking about code.
Sometimes I run. There's something about moving your body that unsticks whatever got stuck like the mental load physically shakes loose when your feet hit the ground.
Sometimes I just exist for a bit. No podcast, no music, no productive activity. Just being without thinking. Which sounds simple and is actually harder than debugging a POST call.
That's it. That's the whole strategy.
Give yourself the space
If you've just closed something brutal and you feel slow and foggy and unable to start the next thing, that's not laziness. That's your brain asking for what it needs.
Don't guilt yourself into pushing through it. Take the walk. Go for the run. Stare out the window for twenty minutes. Let your brain unload.
You will come back to your badass bug-solving self. You always do.
Just not always on the timeline your ticket queue would prefer.
Top comments (1)
“Nothing is wrong with you. Your brain just ran a marathon.”
Meanwhile Jira:
“Cool. Anyway here’s 7 new bugs, 2 production issues, and a ‘quick small change’.”