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Sayman Lal
Sayman Lal

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The Triggerโ€ฆ

๐‘บ๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’๐’…๐’ƒ๐’š๐’†๐’” ๐‘ซ๐’๐’โ€™๐’• ๐‘บ๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐‘ณ๐’Š๐’Œ๐’† ๐‘ฎ๐’๐’๐’…๐’ƒ๐’š๐’†๐’”

Thereโ€™s something about old school memories that lingers longer than we expect.
A certain light blue and white uniform โ€” stitched into the fabric of those early days, still crosses my mind more often than I admit. We were just kids, unaware of how deeply small moments would stay.

I still recall a scene outside the school gate โ€” the kind that never tries to be special, yet somehow becomes unforgettable. She was smiling, mid-bite into a plate of golgappas, and for some reason, that picture stayed. Not because it was dramatic, but because it felt complete in its simplicity.

The last time, though, was different. A still image on a screen. A profile that I somehow knew was about to vanish โ€” and a part of me knew this would be the last time.

A few minutes later, it did.

No goodbye. No message. No closure.
Just silence โ€” the kind that settles quietly and stays for years.

And it has.
Itโ€™s been over three years now, and some part of me is still paused there โ€”
not waiting to go back, not hoping for a returnโ€ฆ
just still wondering why some goodbyes never find the courage to be said.

Maybe thatโ€™s the strange part of growing up. We carry the weight of unsaid things far longer than the ones spoken out loud.

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